1:32pm: Well Hai Gaiz!
Is anyone else having problems getting on IJ?

I think this is the first time in a while I have been able to get on here...

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12:05am: So I went and chopped off most of my hair again.


( Enjoy sum pikturz!! )

12:42am: O_O NNNOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


WHAT THE HELL?!?!

This is soo sad to me. I loved AZN, it was the thing that Aimee and I bonded over the summer she lived at the condo with us. It gave me much Asian musics to look up and J & K Dramas to enjoy. Too bad they couldn't get enough financial support to keep going.

1:44am: FEARZ
So I hate everything.

I take the bus home, even though I worked with Sheen and she promised to take me home.. she couldn't. Plus side I got to flirt with the hottie driver.... Boy is HAWT!!

and then I get halfway home and am confronted by one of my biggest fears. This giant pit bull pops outta nowhere, snarling and foaming..... I slowly turned around and headed to the nearest convience store to use the phone.... since mine is dead.

I call the ASPCA to come get this crazy fking dog and get this message "I'm sorry there isn't anyone to send out as this is a holiday... we suggest you call 311 (The fricking cops" ASSHOLES!!

So I went the llloooonnnngggg ass way home. Took me like 20 mins. and now I'm tired and off to bed.

I need car... U_U

3:16am: CREEPY
So I went to Squiggy's with Megan (She's one of the girls at the Front Desk at work). Well, first I met up with her at work and then went to her house so she could get changed. She's living in this nice studio apartment, near where work is... I'd look into a place there but they don't accept ANY dogs, and I have Tato, so that's a no-go.

Anyways then we end up taking her ex home, who lives in BFP (That Butt Fuck Pluto, peoples) THEN we head to Squiggy's. This guy sang Strawberry Fields which is an amazing if not kinda weird song by John Lennon. And I sang Hey Jude, cuz that song fucking rocks my pants off. I sucked at singing though and hid out in the crowd. Anyways, after I'm done with my song the SF's guy thanks me for singing Hey Jude, which was cool, until his nose started to bleed.... Which creeped me out, I don't like other people's blood on me, except in certain cases.

Anyways, we left and after I got home and am taking off my jacket, which is white with Mickey Mouse on it in silver, I notice that there was BLOOD ON MY SLEEVE!!! I freaked out and stripped off my clothes in the living room, took them into the garage and used stain remover on all the stuff that the blood was on, and soaked it....it's actually still soaking right now. Then I took a hot shower and scrubbed my arms and hands like never before.

2:16am: When the world comes crashing down on you...
God, I feel old.

I realized today that I've become responsible. I get up and go to work, I only buy stuff that I really need, because I'm saving up for a car and to get my own place. My friend asked me if I wanted to move in with her and her husband and I turned them down. I think it's because I've reached the point where I need to feel secure where I'm living, I want to be able to say that I know that the bills are paid and that I know that I have a place to lay my head at the end of the night.

When did this happen? What happened to the raver girl who crashed on her friend's beds and couches? The girl who stayed up and out all night, partying. The one with the green and pink hair with the attitude of love and peace? The girl who was unafraid to cuddle into someone and feel safe?

I don't hate Michi. I do love her but it's after living with her that I realized I can't live with the all-or-nothing personalities anymore. I like having a plan, knowing what's happening, and what can be afforded.

I hate that our friendship is strained because of money and that I'm afraid to talk to her, for fear of rejection and anger. I'm sorry that my decision to stay here, where my job was secure and I feel safe, hurt Michi and Aimee; but I'm glad I stayed for the fact that I'm doing it for myself.

I hate that my decisions affect the people around me, but that's the way the world works. It sucks and hurts and things are generally crappy, but hopefully you find a semblance of peace in your life and learn to live with the mistakes and decisions you make. Eventually if I do decide to leave Vegas, I know that I'll do it on my own.

I miss my friends. I miss walking down a hall and knocking on Aimee's door and getting to talk to her about anything. I miss calling Aiji just to hear her make weird noises into the phone and to tell her I love her.

Everyone seems to be changing, even Aimee. (though I don't think you see it hun, you are) And I'm changing too.... I think I may be becoming a boring person.. God I hope not.

I have plans to go see the Uke sometime in the future, since he nao lives where my aunt does. I wanted to go to Sakura-con to see the people I miss, but I can't afford it, so I'm probably going to AX instead.. it's only gonna cost me live $200 which is a lot cheaper that going to Sak-con would be for me.

There I go again, being responsible with my monies

O NOES, Beware there be GROWN-UPS HERE!!

1:30am: Rawr!
So the doctor said I had a bacterial infection in my stomach which caused me to be hella sick. Good news is I'm back to being able to eats solid foods, but I still have to keep taking the antibiotics she gave me.

As soon as I got outta that office I went to TGI Fridays and had me a Jack Daniel's flat iron steak and some bomb ass french fries, followed up by the most chocolaty brownie I HAVE EVER HAD!

Took some new pics today am posting them up on MySpace!

Love you guys!!

11:49pm: Aww
Thanks to Aimee for my fantastic layout! Yay twins!!!

Going back to the doctor tomorrow.... will update when I get home.

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11:21pm: THIS IS AIMEE
Posting in here to say: Pengu's New Layout is UP.
Made by me, featuring the Hitachiin twins from Ouran and the song 'Doppelganger' by Shiina Ringo.
I worked hard on this, so don't edit it. ;__;
More info and notes on the layout itself.

Pengu:
Feel free to edit the color scheme under Theme HERE to make your friends page match up the layout however you like. You'll find color codes HERE if you need a list.

Also, again... This is best viewed in IE, not FireFox. Don't know why, it just is. Sorry.

That is all. ^_^

xero

6:21pm: I hate doctors
So, since I have been sick since Sunday, I decided that maybe I should go see a doctor... Preferably before I pass out from dehydration (Oh shit I spelled that right?!)

So I talk my dad into picking me up from work and taking me to the Dr.'s, which is all the way across town. He drops me off and goes to get something to eat.

I've lost 6 lbs. since Sunday.
I'm throwing up and have the runs (Yes, I know you wanted to know that ^_^)
I have stomach pains on the left side and horrible sensitivity there as well.
My blood pressure and pulse are good.
I don't have a fever, and don't feel like death.

Dr: Well, I don't know what exactly is wrong, so here are 2 cups, give us urine and stool samples. Also until Tuesday you are on a clear non-solid food diet. Jello, broth, gatorade... Also here are two prescriptions for your stomach to help keep you hydrated and not throw up.

Me: >.O I hate you......

6:40pm: Herro
Well hello there!

Since I've been at home sick these past couple of days I've been watching some of the anime I have on my hard drive.

Soo been watching Kin'iro no Corda, it's cute, I like it so far... I'm about halfway through it.

Yay!! Aimee is making me a layout and in return I'm getting her a paid account on here.. Yay for the Twins!

What's up with the rest of ya'll??

10:20am: Is it PENGU tiem nao??
Apparently it is!

So I survived the switch to here... though I will be keeping my GJ too, JIC.